You all always make me feel like there's no one stand by my side , like no one is there for me . I dont trust you all as much as last time anymore .

Sometimes i really hope that you dudes know , i do hurt . Why i have to tell myself to be strong , to think positive , to be patient with you all everytime ?

Sigh , from now on , i shouldnt trust anyone in the world . NOBODY . I will not cry to myself anymore . Y'all might say i've change . But , ask yourselves , why i have to . I have to keep everything to myself , cos nobody's there to listen to me . So helpless .

Me myself also want to be special to someone . Me myself wanna be the important one too . I want to smile to everybody and be nice with them . But nobody cares when i did that . No matter how nice i be , i'll still get back stabbed , betrayed by someone .

I trust someone so badly , but that person never really cared , never ever stand by my side . No one cares ... No one knows when im crying inside .

It really really hurts . < / 3

Ding ding ~

In case y'all didnt know , i changed my hair style :3 Hahaha it's last year's December . Never updated here xP Im just okay with my new hairstyle . But i dont actually like it . I never liked it :/

Well , recently i've done my new notebook on my art class !! Whooo ~ A big applause for me :D The book is quite okay to me , but .... The teacher cincai cincai do my stuff , until my book is not flawless -_____- Thanks daddy for making it nicer :3

# I'll post a photo of my hand-make notebook next time in case y'all wanna see it . PEACE ^^v

Taylor Swift - Safe and Sound ♥

AlexMNetMusic: (Capo 3rd Fret) Safe and Sound by Taylor Swift - G...: Yeah ~ Im learning this now . So freakin hard xD . But i'll try my best :) See ya guys !!

Hey dudes :D

Oh gosh ... It's been a long time i dint blog . How's life guys ? Hrmmm , boring holiday i can say haha :) Yeah so keep in touch * Ding ding ding * ;)

Be happy .

Think positive , live positive . =]

Weih !!!

Do i really look that old ??!!!

Peter Pan (2003) ~ ♥

I watched over and over again xD


"Whatever happens, dont... let... GOOO...." Hahaha


"This belongs to you, and always will." ~Wendy ♥


Promise me one thing, leave Hook to me!!!


Hahaha, so cutee :D ♥




Gosh he's so HOT!!!! I cant help it anymore ...


Love him ♥o♥

Aww gosh..... Long time i dint see hot guys xP Hahaha, i almost forgotten this movie. i watched this movie when i was young, loved this movie.

This movie performed by Jeremy Sumpter & Rachel-Hurd-wood, plays Peter Pan and & Wendy Darling. aww such a great movie!!! They made a great couple~ And Peter is so handsome xD Hahaha... Begin to love peter pan! And i love the musics in the movie too! Damn nice! it's all performed by James Newton Howard. Neverland was wonderful, hope i can go there too!!! LOL, dream larhh~

Such magical, adventured movie... Now i really hope that theres peter pan and fairies >< Hahaha... I do believe in fairies, I do, I do!!!!

"So come with me, where dreams are born, and time is never planned. Just think of happy things, and your heart will fly on wings, forever, in Never Never Land." ~by Peter Pan ♥

P.S~ Peter is so hot!!!!

Melaka-A-Famosa ~ 30/8/11 till 1/9/11

Me & LoO ^^


Archery xP


HAHAHAHA!! LoO kena by the elephant xD
DamN lucky~


Me, LoO & her brothers~




Safari :D


Aww~ So cutee :D I love ponies!!! ♥


Snap a pic with my favourite pony ♥ x)


While in the truck~


The 2nd day, just woke up from bed xD


Water world!!! :DD


Whee~ ♥


Best friends photo =]


All wet ....


Yay!! Say chesse ;D

Aww~ Have fun with Loo at A famosa trip... So nice going with best friend ^^ I have sooo much fun there!!! :DD I love the animals there and i had fun in water world!! Muahahaha!!!! Hope next time we can go out together again~ =]

Lalala~

New drawing, water colour~

Hey guyz! Miss me? long time dint update, paiseh~ xP My life's getting.... better i think...? i dono o, but better than last time :D

Aarh, next next week's exam week~ die lo die lo..... die lo..... sure die, lucky just objective paper oni.... God bless.... Today is the funniest day ever!!!!!! Goodness!!! HAHAHA today Keith's first kiss.... erhem erhem edi.... hahaha, funny la!!!! Gosh..... God bless TZH hahahaha..... so ridiculous~

Okie la~ thats all... nothing to say edi o~ Buh-bye!!

Hell~

My brain is stupid. I wanna remember studies stuff, but it won't remember for me. Those stuff that I dont wanna think about, it stuck in my brain. It's my brain, I control. But why it wouldnt do what I want?

I'm not something anymore, I'm nothing. I'm so damn tired of you, get out of my way.

Stupid feelings

I feel like killing myself edi~ those stupid empty feelings are back again, just suddenly back. now i was thinking making what to accompany me, like teddy bears, dolls or something~ but i hate dolls, and bears cant talk. Ish.... stupid! always like this one! Now i just hope Lollipop got on9 then i can chit-chat wif her..... haiz.... Lollipop.... make something 4 me to eat tomorrow!!!!! I wanna fill up the missing part, so it wont be empty anymore..... This is stupid... what to do now? i cant just keep waiting the feelings to be lost~ Ish... dono wat reason oso being so empty.... now damn moody!!!! and dono for wat im moody!!!! ARGH!!!!

now watching a ghost movie on ntv7. Dont have scary feelings at all~ Recently I'm watchin "Mary stayed out all night". It's a drama. and I love dramas. but dont have mood to watch now la.... and the bodoh streamyx oso! So lack.... sometimes got problem loading one! Damn!!! Fool! go die la! cut off the line and change to celcom then u knw! ...... Calm down........ Just chill.... Everythings gonna be just fine....... sigh..... Cant i be smart a bit? ish, feel like whacking myself edi! cant think of something useful.... Really no brain one.....

CAN SOMEONE PLS CHAT WIF ME?! IM PISSING OFF HERE!!!

Ulu Yam Trip~ 10/6/11

Wanna try? ><


Damn delicious I tell you~ Yum yum....


Dear Lollipop and me~


leng leng and me....
Guess what we're doing.....


Nice scene....


We play here... Nice place o~ Woohoo~

Haha~ Go Ulu Yam with Yi Leng, Jia Hui & Lollipop~ Damn fun o~ The water so cold.... But still very fun..... Nice spending holiday with best friends.... ♥

Aww~ Cuteness~ ♥

My Godness~ ♥


It's eating a radish~ I cant take it anymore...
Feel like adopting a panda edi~ @@




This is what I call cuteness~

Yesterday me and my family go watch "Kungfu Panda 2"~ Wah!!!! Damn nice like heaven!!! Love this movie!!!! It's very funny and touching and cute and nice....... Photos above are when Po was a baby~ Very very nice one, go watch la!!! I suggest u all!!! Muahaha~ Love this movie so much!!! ♥

Flu~

Flu edi.... Shit! Feel like dying.... I hate it so much~ Whoo~ A good news, my aunt is pregnant! Finally~ They want babies for a long time edi.... Now their dream come true.... But, i feel like non of my business~ sorry, no mood to be happy for ur.... baby stuff.... LOL~ Tomorrow tuition, Sunday tuition, Monday tuition.... I'm going to be crazy, my science scrapbook haven't even started to do yet... Shit @@